Terrified...

Reminded me of the time when I still ride a motorcycle. Parents always say, don't speed. And I think I didn't follow that advice very well. Braking with one wheel skided to the left and barely one inch from the car in front, with only my gasps and furious heartbeat telling me that I'm still alive. That was truly terrifying. I nearly died. Plummeted into the darkness, then to find myself saved. Reliefed, but very very scared. I don't speed that much anymore. Youngsters really need some kind of lesson to tell them what's good for them.

This time it happened again. Not the speeding, but a similiar experience. Can only remember my furious heartbeat and gasps of breath. Scared, scared. I'm really not the daring "boy". I'm a timid little girl... Can't change the fact I'm a girl no matter how much I'd like to be a boy. This time I really scared myself silly... >_<"

Mom, I'm sorry I didn't listen to you again.

Yet to overcome the shock...