Dreams and dreamers

I can feel my heart throbbing again, it is the call of the wide promising world, and the call of my dreams slowly materializing. No matter what, I will reach my goals. No matter what, I will find my dreams coming true.

Receiving an email from you from the other side of the world, makes me feel that the other side of the world is actually quite near to me. And I can reach it very soon, with my own power. I am here. But I will still fly away from here. I will come back, but for now, I want to see the whole side world. I know I can do it, I know I will find my place somewhere.

I have so many dreams, and I am yet so green. I was afraid of stepping out into the world so young. Now I think maybe I need to go out and bump into a few walls and thorns. Going out earlier, means learning faster. 21 and thriving. The world will see me before I'm 30. I will reach Peter Sheahan and Adam Khoo's standard very soon. 26 years old. I have enough time to make that come true.

Everyone in this world has a different story, I will make sure I write mine beautifully. My dreams. Even when no one else in this world understands my wild heart, I will make sure that one day this wild mare will run free on the green green grass.

I feel a little bit like I'm on drugs, there's something running high. The constant throbbing of the heart, as if a bird struggling to break free from a cage within my chest. Yearning to fly, yearning to fly around the world, even if just for once.

No longer protected, I'm stepping out into the world with different swirling colors. Be careful not to dye myself into any undesirable hues. Hope not for protection, but need to protect myself. Fear not the world will bite me, but train bigger jaws so that I can bite back when it does bite me.

God will always teach me and show me the way. I am not a Christian, but I believe that someone takes care of me up there.

The bird will fly real soon, real soon.