Chronically ill... mentally

Feel like want to make a big deal out of the dinner I had just now. Actually it's no big deal, just a dinner with a friend. But it wasn't just any friend, it's my very important friend. :P

Just talking with him makes the world nice. I like to listen to him share his life and joke about things. Too bad he won't be around for long. He's not perfect. And there are some little things that I hope he might do but he didn't. But with the things he has now, I think it's enough.

Another topic that I dream about a lot when my brain goes haywired. Exam syndrome intensifies my feelings for him. Used to be just a gentle reminder sometimes in the heart, now it's like a very disturbing constant nag, only to be cured if he returns these feelings. Well, he doesn't know how I feel. So I guess, it's very unlikely. I'll have to live with the constant nagging until after my exams.

Boy, I think I'm gonna miss him after this week. Will never see him in campus again. Haiz...